Hi baby!
Yesterday was our 9 monthsary. Time flew like fuck, it's like just a blink of eyes man, we're together for 9 months alr, and i quit school for like .. more than 1 year alr lor! >:
Baby ah baby, learn to be more mature a bit lar, you're going to be 18 this December alr lei. Tsk. Don't always lose your temper so easily, and don't be so stubborn lar. If not how we last? Just by me giving in, you think can last how long lei? I hope what you say just now is true, is true that you gonna change, change for the better. We have been quarreling for the past 8 months baby, don't you somehow feel that something is wrong? Don't tell me we're not meant to be or something like that, because its bullshit. Fate is nothing, forever is nothing. Everything is nothing, is us that make it something. I don't believe in fate, i only believe in our own. If we are willing to change, i'm sure we can make impossible things, possible. I've changed, now its your turn, our r/s is in your hand.
And i thank you for giving me so many soft toys, so much beautiful memories, so much care and concern, and lastly so much love!!!
It's not easy for us to tolerate each other for freaking 9months you know. Haha! Baby oh baby, i wanna last long with you de lei!!! >: Don't always make us quarrel can! Give in a bit lar, won't die right. Your skin also won't half gone right!! >: Me don't want cry cry le baby!!! >:
And don't always say i lie and flirt when i didn't, you know me. My patience have limit, don't go overboard. Enough is enough.
These are all what i wanna say to you personally, but i have no chance too, we're either quarreling or too sweet. I don't even feel like mentioning sometimes. But come to think of it, if i don't let you know how i feel, i'll be the one suffering forever.
Don't worry, i didn't change, i still love you. But, i'm hoping you will change asap. Because i really don't know i can tolerate till when baby.
Loveyou.